The first step is always the hardest. Whether it be leaving a lover or starting a new diet, there’s always a resistance to change. I believe physicists call it inertia.
Although it’s hard to break away from old habits, I am consciously making an effort to change and get rid of my inner monsters. Today’s monster was the hermit Grinch. I always thought of myself as being a social butterfly. One that could talk and carry on a conversation with almost anybody. I used to be in PR, you know. But now, I’ve got this anti-social monster within me that prefers to be alone, live in a cave and not having to talk to people – especially the ones I’m not particularly fond of.
Today I did well in putting hermit Grinch back in the cave. We had our pre-Australia Day BBQ in the office and being part of the Social Committee (ironic, huh?), I helped prepare the salads and the physical arrangement – with a smile. When my team didn’t come to the BBQ immediately, I went ahead and sat with a new bunch of people. Made an effort to put in conversation and smile :)
Well, that’s a start, aint it?
The gang is spending the weekend up the coast. A double date of sorts - MJ and myself with Bert and Tiny. Thinking about it last night, I thought to myself, “I’m gonna be too tired by the time I get to Gosford. After working all day, I would want to rest and sleep instead of having to socialise, talk and drink.” But today is a new day and the hermit Grinch is banished!
I was reading on MSN.com today that we should start each day with a thought of something to look forward to. My happy thought for the day is looking forward to spending time with great friends and have a great time.
It seems to be working! :)
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