Twilight Mania

Yes, I admit, I'm jumping on the bandwagon too... Surprisingly, I too, can't pull myself away from it! I just have to bury myself in it. That's exactly the reason why I can't take too much time to blog today. I hafta, hafta, hafta get back to my book!

P.S.
We got our TV today. 46-inches of video glory. Yipee!

Dawning of a New Era

WAS: Walking in High Heels
Descript: Strolling in the Park, moonlight dancing, sharing a dose of tea and sympathy or fixing a busted light bulb -- always hear high heels.

NOW: LIFE IN HIGH HEELS
More-apt Descript: Diary of a 20-ish gal, recently hitched, somehow domesticated, vowing never to lose the "I" in F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S!

Change happens. And the best way to cope? Ride the wave.

Wannabe

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

NO, not exactly that kind of Wannabe, but I sure feel like singing it. I'm feeling quite uhmm... ziagzig ha.

MJ has been wanting to get a full HD TV for sometime now. I think it's such a ludicrous idea! Spending AU$4000 on a TV?? I'd be happier spending that on a Chanel bag to be honest. But in the spirit of Christmas, somehow my I felt like giving my guy treat. He's been such a good boy and I think Santa would have to agree with me. So, the planning starts....

After canvassing prices from different shops, we ended up deciding to buy it from Sony. The good side: we get a good discount. The down side: there's no "Interest Free Over 24 Months" sort of scheme. Outright Payment = Ouch!

And of course, the HD TV would do no good with out HD surround sound! Off MJ goes again trying to find the best deal he finds. He comes back to me with a proud smile saying he's found the perfect one for the unit. I smile. He adds, "Of course this needs a Play Station 3 to maximize it's full potential. I frown. I roll my eyes. He further adds, "Now we need Foxtel (Cable TV) too." I walk away.

Well now, everything's in place and set for delivery on Friday. And you know what, I'm secretly really excited about it. Nevermind that I'm not much of a TV person. Nevermind too that I'm not a big fan of video games. In fact, I remember playing with Kuya's Starcraft and I'd scare myself from the game. Nevermind that I plan to do more reading. I'm actually looking forward to getting this monstrousity of technology.
The photo in this entry shows what it will look like. How it actually looks like, I'm gonna have to post a photo once everything is set up.

I still don't want to show MJ that I'm actually stoked about our Christmas gift to each other. But yeah, I'm such a wannabe couch potato.

I Don't Really Like You Too...

Ever had someone who pretends to be your friend just fo' show? I really couldn't figure out why people have to do these sort of things. I'm not one for scandal (unless abso-bloody-lutely necessary). I favor diplomacy in conflict resolutions. If I dislike someone, sure, I don't go around talking shit about someone, I merely keep a distance. Well, that's just me anyway.

What I don't understand is people trying to act friendly when they've got ulterior motives. People who try their hardest to show you that they care. Now I'm thinking, maybe more like to show others that they care. I know someone like this. Maybe she's trying to be Miss Popularity? Who knows...

It's best to be rational about these things. If you don't like someone, you better have a damn good reason for this. Jealousy, my dear, is not valid one. It doesn't look pretty on anyone at all. That's why they call it the green-eyed monster. Insecurity? Not a good one either. Better try something else. There's always this thing called Healthy Competition. You might want to try this out because if you can't handle it, well, tough luck. And in case this hasn't dawned on you yet Honey, no one is perfect and you're not always right. Sorry for having to break this truth to you.

But I do know one sure thing. If you don't like someone, don't pretend you do. It's only gonna give you grief - it only makes you look older. You don't have to make a mess about the situation, but at least don't pretend you're friendly too.

People do see under your guise. Some people do actually see the transparency of your motives.

Wake up and smell the coffee - I don't really like you too.

How do you like your coffee?

Okay, it's 11:00AM, and as useless, I've got nothing to do. I came in half an hour early today as I need to leave earlier too. Everyone's in today too -- it's a full house -- meaning there's heaps more hands around to do stuff.

Bevin imported the cheques today, and as soon as I noticed the new imports, I walked straight over to his desk to ask for the files so I can start processing them. He immediately took hold of the statements and possesively held the paper against his chest. Whoa, I never pictured myself having to fight for more work! Any way, I told B that if he wants it that bad, he can have it. He gave me a cheeky smile. We've been hush-hush talking about how slow things have become here at work. He even jokingly asked who's next to get retrenched. I gave him a darting look to say "Don't broadcast that sort of stuff".

I've taken out my tweezers and started plucking my eyebrows. Tacky? Yes. But there's nothing to do... And I've got to prep for later. Hope I'm not sounding too cocky over here. I know a few people would love to trade places with me now. Hello Convergys people servicing Sprint?hehe. Yeah, I admit, things could be a lot worse. I remember my days working in a call centre - good gracious! I would die if I had that much work and stress. I'm in such a polar opposite now. Which would I prefer? Hmm.. That does require a bit of thought.

If one is after a cruise-y life, the no hassles, stress-free kind of life - this routine I have now is the way to go. There's no challenges but I can go online anytime, and if ever work does come along, I can do them with my eyes clsoed. A worry-free life. Aahhh....

On the other hand, a dyanamic work is good for one who wants excitement and variety. This works well for people who thrive on the adrenaline rush.

My ideal work is something that's never routine but still well-organised nonetheless. A duty that requires me to think, find solutions and have that "aha! moment" from time to time. Ever since school, I thrive under pressure. The feel of getting sucked into what ever I'm doing ignites passion and when the storm is over, the sense of accomplishment can also be oh-so- gratifying.

I do (sort of) still see the perks of this rut I'm in. I'll have to admit, this isn't how I want it to be for the rest of my life.

Something to Put those Baby Rumblings to Rest

You Are 32% Ready to Be a Parent

Even though you might feel ready, you're really not ready to be a parent. Having a kid will drain your resources. And you simply don't have enough to give right now. You would make a great parent one day, but you need to improve your life first. You want to make sure your relationships are as stable as possible. If you're already a parent, times are probably a bit tough for you. Just keep doing the best you can!

Cupckaes on Pitt

My latest obsession - Cupcakes on Pitt!

They just opened a new branch is Westfield - Parramatta (which is right next door to me). And everytime I pass by the shop, I just adore at how cute the little cuppy-cakeys look. The packaging is also too pretty. I'll find time to post a photo soon. Anyhoo, it's because of this that I decided to put this up on my blog...

And the results say.... (drumroll, please)

Ha! This is more like it!

What Your Cupcake Says About You

At parties, you tend to be a social butterfly. You enjoy making conversation and making sure everyone is having fun. You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary. The most important thing in your life is fun. You are dominant, vain, and a bit of a show off. To know you is to worship you.

Guess what? I'm bored...

Me? Homey?? This makes me sound like such a bore.

You Are a Blueberry Muffin

You are a nurturing, domestic, homey person. Of all the types, you are the most likely to make your own muffins at home. You don't like to rock the boat, and you're most content when you're making everyone else happy. You are very loyal. You'll defend your family and friends, even if you secretly disapprove of what they're doing. You tend to be a bit shy and withdrawn. You don't make friends quickly or easily. But once you do make a good friend, the chances are high that you'll be friends for life.

Of all Things Hopeful

It's been a while since I took to my blog to vent. Life's become too hectic that I can no longer find the time to sit down and write. Oh, how I miss writing. I miss how I can just go on and on about things that concern me but could very well be rubbish to everyone else. I guess you could say I'm the type who prefers to think through personal issues in my mind rather than bore the heck out of someone. I love how "uncensored" I can be, without anyone darting strange looks at me or the hush-hushes I get when I talk too loud or say something politically incorrect. I don't think I strike as as introvert, but I guess there's that side in me that's unexplored by most.

Anyway, since my last blog, I'm not sure much has changed. I got married - yes - but that was close to 4 months ago. Married life has been a bliss though, and not as bad as people make it out to be. Work is beginning to get ho-hum and monotonous to say the least. Still doing the same thing I've been doing for the past couple of years. I don't see a promotion in foresight to be honest -- even if I could now perform my current tasks with my eyes closed! Almost everyday now, I get everything done my around 10 - 11am - and I finish work 6 hours later! You can only imagine how slow the second part of my day can be like. I can actually be more pro-active and perform tasks that aren't mine. However, I tried that before, and it's safe to say I'm not doing that again. A few months back, I tried being more pro-active to ease out my boredom. In short, picking up everyone else's slack. And you know what I got for that - BURNOUT! I got no recognition at all. In fact, they all thought
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"Oh, Debbie's doing the job so well, let's dump her with everything else there is to do." WTF!

I can quite accurately say that I've burned my finger once before, I'm not touching the flame again.

So here I go, ho-humming along my afternoons, thinking of better things to do.. Facebook? I feel like I'm more updated on it that the average individual. Multiply? Practically browsed through whatever my contacts have posted every 15 minutes. Friendster? Nah.. Too crap. Ooooh, but I do enjoy revelling in all that Perez Hilton has to say. Too bad his updates can not keep up at all with my thirst for Hollywood gossip. So what's a girl to do?? Blog.

In the midst of all these, I do feel a sense of hopefulness. A feeling that everything's going to change for the better. I've always been an eternal optimist. The thought of knowing that there's a silver lining somewhere is enough to make me feel that there's hope for tomorrow. I'm not the most accurate person in the world to know what this "something better" is, but I know it's bound to happen. Work at the moment may be crap, but I'm looking forward to our new 46 inch TV that will be delivered on Friday. We already have a karaoke party now in place!

I've got the Yuletide bug itching too. I spent (waaay) too much on decorations. We've decked out the unit in Holiday cheer, I'm looking forward to getting hold of Christmas songs so I can start playing them over and over and over and over - well, you get my point. :)

I say nothing much has changed but if you just learn to keep yourself entertained, you WILL be entertained.
That's it for now I suppose. Till next time, I've gotta check back with Perez.

xoxo (Ha!),
Debbie