My Song du Jour

I don't even know if he still thinks of me
Once he got on board that unforgiving train
I imagine that he whiled away the time
Through that cold grey morning and the city rain
Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him
Who'll ask him "did you miss me?", "maybe now and then"
Laughing he'll say well, he "met this funny girl"
But "just a summer think" he won't see her again
Oh, God! I hope I'm wrong but I'm not feeling very strong
I've been so up and down, so sad, so happy, feeling good and bad
I'm young, I'm old, I laugh, I cry
I tell the truth, but that's a lie
I've been so in and out, so wild, so well behaved, so pure defiled
Oh, solitudine! That word I hate to say
And no, I was not crazy to do what we did
I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still
And kept a little more of him to see my through
He loved me all he could, I never had my fill
And then I'm back inside my room, he knows so well
I fell again the way he moved I take it slow
I talk to him and he becomes part of me
And then I know he'll never let the summer go
Oh, God! I hope I'm right I won't give in without a fight
And I can take the words they throw at me
For none of them could know that we had something
Very few will ever find their whole life through
I wouldn't change a single day
Although the price I have to pay is solitudine
The loneliness is tearing me apart, it tears me up
It pulls me down and then it wraps around my heart
Does he remember all he said to me?

Absence Does Not Mean Absence

So, I have been MIA from the blogging world for quite some time. Still adjusting to being domesticated, as you might say. Having MJ around always is heaps fun! On the other hand, it has been such a learning experience. Learning to live with someone 24/7 is hardwork! Least to say, domestication has taken up most of my time.

From this page, it might seem as though it has been a little quiet. No blog entries, no updates, no nothing. Ssshhh... do you even hear the crickets? But from behind the scenes, I've been all over the place. I've learned to appreciate the game of rugby (dili kanang murag drugs ha, LOL).to feeling extremely privileged that I get to have everyday dates with my fiance. Cheap movie tickets. Walks along the harbour. And getting spoilt with Max Brenner every so often.

I've taken up a new sport - squash. Yoga once a week. Cut my long hair to a mid-length bob with blonde highlights all over. Absolutely adoring my hairdresser named Mak and her work- gorgeous girl with an amazing personality. Grabbing tickets to Phantom of the Opera, Cirque de Soleil's Dralion and IMAX passes to Batman - The Dark Knight.

And of course, getting ready for the big day. It's less than a month away now and things are now falling into place. Won't be a lavish one, but I hope one that will be meaningful to all present.

See my dear friends, in life, you'll never know what to expect next. At times it might seem as if the world is all bland and beige. At some point in time, one might think that it's all too quiet and.... boring... But nothing is what it seems to be. There's a whole new exciting world that's brewing behind the scenes. Absence does not mean absence - it only means that something great is about to unfold.

Cheers to the future and to all wonderful things to come!


Oh,oh,oh! Check out my very first attempt at HTML!

go figure!